surrender, Beloved... or we (all of me) will do it for you~

Here I AM again, in this place, this place where the Greater Me, the multi-dimensional self is face to face with my very sensitive human self, being contracted and "schooled" 

by the universe. Most of the time, I walk in this world, knowing that I AM extremely capable, a co-creator with SOURCE/GOD/DESS, manifesting my heart's desires, creatively, birthing new visions from ancient wisdom..... yes, most of the time, i do a commendable job, juggling the many aspects of my life. But in my eternal quest to bring forth my Souls' mission and stand in the greatest  expression of my true self, as a woman, mother, teacher, healer and singer, continuously evolving and incarnating, being the "holy vessel", on top of being the best Mom i know how to be and doing my best to be the beloved partner i want to be....welllllll  lets just say the universe occasionally has her way with me, and here I AM in this familiar place of "Surrender". Not the "I give up" surrender, but the, take a deep deep breath, because I AM no longer sailing the smooth waters of life. Rather, "you have now entered the perilous, unknown and crashing waves are inevitable" in this dark ocean of mystery, or maybe we should say womb of the unknown. ((gulp and exhale)). I AM conscious enough (enter gratitude) to remember that all i need to know, all i need to remember is revealing itself to me because i have asked for the wisdom from SPIRIT. And Spirit comes to me through direct connection and through Other souls who i have asked to be my mirror. In this surrender, i become witness to my action and inaction of the past and present.  I AM open to understanding what has brought me to this place of discomfort and I AM asking, "what AM I doing to perpetuate this outcome i find myself in?".  My discomfort can be acutely painful (and this time it is), or agitating or even nauseatingly, intolerant. My being will reveal its unhappy self through my physical body, my emotional feelings, my mental state or my spiritual longings.  I AM not interested in "Blame" anymore, and I AM encouraging myself to be honest with my feelings, no matter if it is the inner child within me, the rejected teenager, the entitled queen, the compromising servant, or the almighty superhero, trying to be heard.  So, here I AM, taking responsibility for myself and calling in all the beautiful souls whose lives are to touch me in ways that run the spectrum from dark to light. I AM aware that all those who i bring into my life, are through the magnifications of energy i hold within me, whether to meet my own vibrations that are ready to raise through transmutation and healing or through the evolution that my soul is calling out for, that are inevitable, when you consciously seek to receive the blessings from your spiritual guides, guardian Angels and Masters and Mothers of Enlightenment. So here I AM, with a humility that is so grounding. Here I AM, with utter amusement at how life, all of life can be your teacher to help you see what is unseen by you. For quite a few years now,  i have noticed that when a big leap in consciousness is about to happen, i find myself on my ass, or knees looking up, as if the human me is humbled by the Divine me, being "schooled", learning a big lesson for the WHOLE of me.  I really have no say as to how long it will take, but i do know if i SURRENDER and ALLOW and really align my heart with the acceptance that I AM right where i need to be in the moment, and the next and the next, the lesson reveals itself so eloquently. So, I AM patient with the discomfort in my body, my heart and my mind as a reconfiguration takes place, so i can stand more firmly in my divine body, my divine heart and my divine mind as i open to the new wisdom that is taking hold and entering in~

 The following is a message that i channeled during the january 2012 training for Violet Alchemy®. it seemed to give me comfort to read it again~

I AM the light,  the light of spirit within you now, blazing forth through your minds eye,

Illuminating your crown for all to see. 

I AM the light of you, attracting the greater light of God, 

to pour forth into thy crown, to be filled like a holy chalice.

I AM the light of God that knows and sees the truth. 

I AM the light of God moving through your throat, speaking words of wisdom, truth, with clarity and illumination. 

I AM thine own light of divinity pouring from the central core of your being , 

I AM that light  propelling you into action, movement and creation. 

I AM the light that merges with you to bring forth new creations aligned with your own heart, 

the greater heart of your being.   

I AM that light that protect and guides you, creating safety and protection. 

I AM that light that sees, to discern, to be aware that I AM that light within you, 

I AM that light you are, with your mind, with your holy intention and with your heart, aligned with pure self love. 

You align yourself with thy greater holy presence, of the greater you, and beyond. 

Of the greater you, in unity, in oneness we say, the greater you, fully merged with the All in All. 

The greater you, fully connected to the Source of all that is, aligning with thy light, 

with the power, with truth and grace, to serve thyself as a being, remembering and claiming its own divinity. 

Let the God within you protect you. 

Let the God within you guide you.

Let the God within you fully merged with you, in Source, in oneness and unity be your guide.

So let it be done, with grace and clarity with the blessings of peace, 

so let it be done, with the Joy of Oneness, 

so let it be done ,so let it be done, so let it be done.   I AM Lord Maitreya

I AM the resurrection and the life~

My AMA ZING weekend began with my weekly JourneyDance™ class that I teach at The Living Seed Yoga Center. 3 new people came which is very exciting... i thought for sure that they had read a new article in a local holistic magazine about my class, but instead found me through what i would say is divine guidance.  Afterwards, we decided to do a sound healing and Violet Alchemy®Healing session for the people who stayed.  The moon was so full and the energy so high, that it all seemed so right to partake in the resurrection and ascension flames that are so palpable in spring with Passover and Easter. As I tuned in, it was Magdalen or  SHE who is also known in the higher realms as Lady Nada, whose presence I could feel.  No surprise because for the past  2 months she has been offering dispensations of love and healing whenever i am in sacred circle with others.  We began with a  beautiful Sound healing and frequency transmission of a gold and violet, a sacred ray called the "Resurrection flame" which offers rebirth, renewal and raises the vibrational frequency of ones energy body. In 2004, I had one of the most profound spiritual experiences where Jesus came to me and "downloaded" the frequencies of the Sacred Heart of the Christ Consciousness into my chakras, and for  25 minutes I was writhing in a spiritual ecstasy as 3 women held the sacred space for me. Over the years he has taught me how to allow his frequency to merge with my body, as a vessel for  powerful transmissions of love. That evening after Magdalen , Sananda/Jesus then guided me to activate the Sacred Heart within me for this group of souls. I could see in my inner vision, bright flecks of gold light hovering and collecting within each ones energy body. We were guided to breathe this light in, literally  Christening ourselves ( CHRIST IN ing).  I was so overwhelmed with this Christ Love that poured through my body, that my emotional state became that of rapture.  I could feel an even more potent  movement beginning and then the stream of celestial frequency from the Divine Mother poured thru my heart and expanded it to an even greater capacity.  The frequency was so Divine.
 And this was HER message:

"I AM the stars in the sky of night, the stars within you is the light,
the matrix held within this love, that rises you up way above. 
I AM the voidal flames of love pouring forth like a river into your crown, into your minds eye, 
liquid gold drink me in,  I AM a deep well within,  
in you, you know my name, I AM the way , take me with you on this day, 
for you see you are on this threshold, on the land of love, this field of light, 
a white winged dove, I AM the CHRIST......... in christening, I AM the kiss of Gods' blessing, 
Wont you take me into your heart, for once in there i will never part, 
For I AM alive, awake and here, I come to replace all of your fear. 
I AM the water, the womb, the way, that beckons you on this new day 
So come to me and feel me in your heart, and from there know that we can start, 
to live anew, to begin again, to claim what's here, not what was then, 
Be mine and I will be yours and together we will fly through many doors, 
across the thresholds where fear once was, you find that now there is only love, 
I AM awake and I live in you, look into my eyes and you will see right through, 
into magnificence, into humility, into the rising phoenix set free...  
Oh yes, there is no turning back,  for now you are on the right track, 
of love's pure embrace, you will see me in your own face, 
so hold this all within your heart, and know, like I said I will never part,     
together bound, yet more free, yes you and i will always be~ "   

Afterward an experience such as this, I always ask the participants to reflect and share. Usually I AM titillated by the responses, feeling the joy of it all, but tonite was different.  I felt almost shaken to my core, like a deepening, a concentration of what i have come to know as a spiritual gift was shifting into a knowing, an acceptance on a much more profound level.  I felt speechless, which for those who really know me, know that this would be rare, which would make it quite significant.  I AM grateful to the 2 beautiful women who helped me pack up and close for i was hardly functioning at full capacity...I held this quiet silence as best as I could for the rest of the night and then fell asleep with words of gratitude on my lips.  I awoke and shared this frequency with my beloved and felt the perfection of my journey.

The beginning~

Wow...i did it. I finished creating this blog which was the very last step in getting all the pieces for a new website that has been created....just as Mercury is going direct...i do believe this is a good sign!  I am looking forward to sharing more about the Multi- Dimensions of Violet Alchemy® healing with you ALL in the days to come through my musings, reflections and messages.
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